2010!

hello!, so what are you doing on New Year's Eve?

worship audition's this sunday, please pray for my voiceeeee. grrr
it sounds like the voice when u *pinch-your-nose* and talk. ): le sigh!!!!!





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blahblahblhaa lalalalalla (:!!! you got to SMILE SMILEEEEEEEEEEE. lalalal
life's good ain't it! (;, im addicted to fiiiiiiireeee by 2ne1! awesome sonnnnnng! hehe.\





Life sucks, life's hard, life outside the world is hard weimun. toughshit toughluck
you threw away a thousand bucks yeah fuckshit YOU threw them away for me
you've grown from good to bad now bad to worse? HERE'S THE JIG. ONLY YOU SEE IT THAT WAY?
you once knew me, but not anymore. all you do is NAG NAG NAG. and NAG NAG NAG again
all the yadeeyadeeyadaa, all the ya, aaa, yes, yala, me holding back my tears, anger and not trying to fight back verbally. and never \\ question my faith in christianity you fucker. i believe in GOD fullstop. I AM WHO I AM. He makes me a better person not worse. you just cant see that because u dont fucking understand me anymore. you said what? going to church didnt help u shit. whatever fucker, whatever. if u bring this up again i swear, swear i will speak up.
THE TINIEST MISTAKE I EVER DONE. I JUST FORGOT TO PUT THE EGGS IN THE POT?
fuck it turns into an hour of lecture, a litre of tears, a bucket full of anger.
but i learnt to put that aside, i forgive you eventhough u did not apologize. and this is the last time i'll ever cry because of you. L A S T . because i'm so sick of it. i'm pretty simple u know. i'm a rebel when you are pissed at me. that's me.
and i will miss koko who sometimes defend me, haha yeah sometimes because he is also sick of it. thank you! his leaving to Canada next month. soon to be pilot! i'm very proud of you! :D

ok! i feel so much better. thank you blogger and i srsly need someone to talk to right now!



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you got that fire

hello! merry belated christmas bytheway!!!!!!!



23/12/09; Class of 3Luhur 07














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new love?

bought these today, regretted already because it's not big enough! going to get another one, hmph!
should i spend a hundred bucks on a hooded flannel? yes, no? a good investment? (HOODIE+CHECK+FLANNEL=LOVE?!)






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ACROPHOBIC

once is enough. i will never!!!!! go for a 2nd round! and can you tell which one's me?

Christmas in 5days! i haven't done any christmas shopping tho.!






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genting day 1 part 5

Keh-ree-oh-kee

ages ago!, it was in October?


pictur 3, lol @ hunwei i thought he gum ding warr (PINK!?) but it's actually the remote control!




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